The act of abundance

The act of abundance

You know this feeling of deep sorrow and melancholie when moments of your past cross your mind? This one morning I woke up and felt sad. I was on vacation and I knew that the beautiful time I had will now come to an end.But I was wondering why, because only a few days before I was gifted a moment of pure beauty and joy. When I think back to it, only pure gratitude tingles through my body. I think of this moment – and many others – wearing a smile on my face. The memories I feel sad whilst thinking of them are not much different of the memories full of joy and gratitude.Where is the difference then?The difference lies in the experience itself.We are humans and therefore in a state of ever changing emotions. There are times we feel happy. There are times we feel sad, even maybe numb to anything.And there are those times when we just are. In the present moment. No matter what emotion. No matter what we experience. Just purely ourselfs and our heart wide open to let it all in. Letting life fill up every cell of our being. These moments will never leave us. They stay with us and are those memories we think of with a smile on our face. It happens in an act of abundance.I realized, the moments I think of being sad sprout in the absence of heart. Not fully me or fully present with all my heart.The sadness we feel is the absence of ourself.So why don’t we go all in?When we entry every situation in our most authentic form, with an open heart, and being completely aware of our existence, we loose nothing. Only gain.And I think that is reason enough.

 

Text by Jana

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